it's jess!

This fasting from guys is about so much more than declaring that I am going to not date for a while; it’s about getting healthy. Healthy emotionally, physically, and mentally. I am starting to work-out and be active, eat healthier, read my bible, have good conversations with friends that need it, really listen to what God is trying to say. I have felt so at peace with this decision to fast. I feel that this has been something that I have needed to do for a long time. I didn’t even realize how much I put guys and their opinion of me above so much in my life. I feel so liberated and alive realizing that I find my approval and love in God and God alone. Not from guys or friends or family, but God. I know that this seems so simple of an idea but in reality it is one of the hardest things to accept, but I feel that I am finally on the verge of an amazing spiritual breakthrough, which is really cool but also kinda scary. I have no idea what exactly this next year looks like, all I do know is that God has my back and that He knows exactly what He is doing I just have to put all my trust in that and just go with what that looks like.